I'm happy!

HMSS

At first, i thought i was dead.

It's gonna be hard, super hard, and it takes a lot of effort.

Changing a whole new environment, to create a whole new circle of friends all over again, and to go there as an absolute nobody ( no posts also).

Days turned into weeks, and weeks turned into months (technically it's around 2 months only), and then i realised i'm actually happy.
Today is a saturday, and i realised that i was looking forward to monday (OMG!!)

FIRST TIME in my entire L-I-F-E had i ever ever EVER looked forward to schooling.

This must have meant something, eh?

That's how i suddenly thought of writting a blog about it.

First Day

I can still quite remember my first day in the new school. arrived at 7.05am. Had an 'appointment' with Charissa cos i didn't know where was my class, so she was gonna show me to my class. In my 10 minutes of waiting, which felt like an ETERNITY, i (felt like) i got a lot of stares. Com'on, haven't seen a new face before? Made me felt so alienated :P haha.

Anyways, i saw a few familiar faces there, thanks to GB/BB, and also a few of my ex-schoolmates were there. And i had a number of friends from San Min (san min ppl go to Horley for form 6), so i wasn't in a completely NEW environment. When i went into my class, there were only 2 ppl there. so i went to the next class ( CHO's class) to talk to her. when i came back to my own class at around 7.30am, that was when i saw almost the whole class. haha. they all come the second before the bell rings. Then, I saw a girl where i made friends with on the way to NS. Had only met for a day that time, since i went home the next day. She was very kind n caring. Came to find me after separating into our dorms, and she accompanied me to the medic when i wasn't feeling well. Felt so bad for leaving without telling her (not my choice, i was rushed out of there). When i saw her, she gave me a big HI and i gave her a bigger HI as well. Had a little chat with her about how's life, and what did i missed in NS.

After that, the others (my classmates) came to introduce themselves, and asked about me. They were very nice n warm people. Great hospitality * thumbs up * Too bad i need almost a week to remember their names though. Chinese names, i meant. takes a little effort for me to remember that :P We had the first period free (teacher wasn't in the class), so i had time to socialise and warm-up with them. Talked about a lot of random stuff, and they even asked do i have a boyfriend, and when i said i don't, they didn't wanna believe! lol. Later, 1 of my classmates got a call from Maktab Perguruan Bidor and said she was accepted and she had to go register the next day! LOL. she was so terrified, and she can't speak BM/English fluently, so she asked me to help her call the center and asked for a delay of 1 day. I did help her, but nobody answered. My classmates were gonna have a farewell lunch/tea with her, and they invited me, but i wasn't that close to her ,so i didn't felt right to go. Declined their offer (not in front of the girl's face), but now i sorduf regretted. should've went. lol. Anyways, the whole day was satisfying, and i did enjoy my first day.

Today

Looking back, i think i had a better school life than in Convent or St.Anthony. Not to say that i hated the life in St.Anthony, i still love my friends, and i missed them dearly. Just that life is more enjoyable here. The rules are less strict (MY FAV PART :D ), the people are quite nice (not all tho), and less hiprocacy. To be honest, i feel that over here, guys have more problem that girls. Or that's my classmates only. I love my classmates. Very helpful in my studies, and in everything, since i'm new to the subject economy and accounts, i have ALOT ALOT to catch up on. they even offered to borrow me their form 4 and form 5 books for me to revise a little for my accounts. economy i'm quite ok with it, just accounts.

I don't know why people always asked me if i'm ok and have any friends there. of course u'd have friends there, after so long -_-" i'll try to get some pic with them and post it here if i had the time. Went for lunch with them a couple of times, and i laughed the whole way through lunch, they were so funny, and they were also talking about the funny (weird) stuff a classmate of us were doing. lol. my first week was a little down, since i don't really know MUCH people like in sasti, where i can say hi and smile to ppl wherever i go. but now, things are different. It's very enjoyable and fun. Accounts is fun, Economy is fun, HMSS is fun. I'm happy.