April 29, 2010

dang you blogger

i wanted to write a new post with some pictures of my milkshake trip to Hutan Melintang someday last week with my girlfriends.
but hor.
the blogger changed something with the photo upload thing and i've toggled with it for a few minutes now.
the internet is bloody slow now too. till 2nd of May.
patience is not in my blood damn you blogger =.=

so i gave up.
bwahahaha but the pictures are in my facebook album too.
it's just lacking of jist.

wanted to go gaming like what one of my friend is doing now, to 'release stress'.
yeah i know i currently don't have stress. nor have i studied enough to 'reward' myself for a game of dota.
but i'm just so fed up.
i just told my other friend that i know i haven't been studying, yet i'm complaining about studying so much.
oh well. girls. *shrugs*

and facebook is getting boring.
wait. strike that.
facebook is boring when u're bored. and shit i have no life now since i'm on fb every now and then.
those were the days where i say "get a life and stop being on fb 24/7"

*here is where i put the smiley with the tongue sticking out. i dunno how to upload that now*

ok i'm complaining more than just blogger now.
but i'm not changing the title hahahaha.
and i complain alot nowadays. it's annoying me =.=

April 27, 2010

M'sians on road

obviously this post is not gonna be something positive,
if u have seen how Malaysians drive.

this was when i was on the way to school.
tak paham?

lemme explain graphically.

this picture shows us that the 2 lane road,
is now a self-declared 4 lane road.
i drew the red lines to give you a better vision of it.
you can click to zoom
and the yellow box is where my car is situated.
(obviously at the right lane kan)

and i thought only Ah Beng and Ah Lian don't turn on the signal lights when they change lanes.
cos they think it's somewhat 'yeng' to drive recklessly.
BUT hor.
Ah Pek and Ah Po also do that.
even if i have a soft spot for old ppl with gray hair,
i still hate you for ur driving lor!
especially on motor.
u think kampung area ah.
no helmet.
wear Pagoda singlet and boxers out.
drive at 20kmph.
just TURN whenever u feel like turning.

Malaysia should have this rule where they take back your driver's license when u're nyanyuk or something.

April 25, 2010


No, i'm not transferring to KDU. (sry, babi!)
Nor am i implying i'm going to KDU after STPM.

GOSH. note the cute spring!
just showin' this cellphone screen cleaner thingy my friend gave me
my little cute, farnie friend.
she's 2 yrs my junior, but wth. 
no one cares about ur age once u leave school.

total mismatch. blue+red.
and i don't hang stuff at my hp, for those that know me.
cos i thought they were succha nuisance.

i've received many cellphone chains in the past,
but never once had i hung them on my cellphone.
OK, there was one that my godsis got me from China, but it only lasted a week.
nevertheless, for some strange reason,
i felt like keeping this one.
besides the fact that it's cute and has a function (tho it doesn't do its job well),
and it kinda reminded me of the school/GB days i used to have.

yay u're staying!
hah and i have a small flower at the side of my screen.
i'm changing.

April 24, 2010


It's a Cadbury Twirl.
I never seen it in Malaysia.
Didn't know Cadbury's capable of such creative chocolate.
It's just regular milk chocolate, just that the twirls gave the chocolate a really light and airy feeling.
A little crumbly and cookie-ish feel.
Good job, Cadbury!
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April 22, 2010



Where art thou, oh that one organ that pumps blood to all my body parts (the literal job).
Even the world's greatest cardiologist couldn't track you down.

i look like shit in photos, maybe i should just stop taking pictures.

why lah. some can people look so darn good in every darn picture they take.
tapi bukan aku.

April 21, 2010

Bahasa Malaysia

I realised i'm using alot of BM in my sentences nowadays.
Not that i like BM that much.
Well, minus the tatabahasa and all,
it's actually fun to converse with.
It's like our own Malaysia's secret code thingy.
Gives us a sense of familiarity.
1 Malaysia , dudes.

I do text in BM with pim most of the time.
Rojak BM, that is.
campur BI dgn BM sikit-sikit.
But nowadays it seemed to have seeped into my other conversations.

I'm ok with rojak BM, unless it takes me more than a second to read their sentences.
like this :

warmth, not a good thing.

I'm on anti-hystamine everyday now,
thanks to the rash i'm getting,

Dya know that we're experiencing chronic global warming?
Do something about this, will ya.

REDUCE plastic/paper/polystyrene usage
REUSE shampoo bottles, plastics, and paper (for scribbles or stuff)

U guys ought to do something now or ur children (and if it's too chronic, YOU) will be suffering loads.

everyone is going green nowadays. 

the heat is terrible.
but still, i try not to use the A/C, unless the rashes start popping out.
so, yeah.
go google what u can do to save your Earth.


or we'll all be heated up by the literal warmth, not the mushy lovey dovey kinda warmth.

metal will melt under the sun one day.

April 20, 2010

stone hedge

exclusively from the stone hedge,

i still have that tweety in my cupboard

i miss the him that is so much shorter than me.
and so much times smaller than his current size.

can u believe i was such a poser?
bad angle though.
looked soo phaaaat.
but hey, still amateur.
i'm much more of a pro now

i was very lazy to scan them all into the desktop.
so i took a picture of the pictures instead.
so don't complain that it looks weird.

yummy yum yum

at first, i thought "The Scream?"
then, i looked at the box :
Jeju Harubang Hallabong Chocolate
i had to copy and paste this from my fb photo caption
my aunty bought this for us from Korea

well, if u don't look at it while eating,
it's not as scary as it looks.
it's actually very yummy orange-flavoured chocolate

and my bro's back at cooking!!!
*cymbals clanging*
gone are the days where i have to cook instant noodles for him.
dah le kena masak untuk dia,
komen komen lagi tu.

the mee mamak he cooked was really nice,
but all the pictures i took was really blur, so i didn't bother to upload.

moving on,
*shivers with excitement*

pls take note, rayster and blur

don't 'cheyy' me.
this is real kung fu to make the skin so thin, k?
so what if it's a little broken?

opposite sex

i never would've thought that this day will come.
the day i'm shunned by a friend. a friend i thought was a good one.

he found his special someone. his other half.

sometimes, i do ponder.

when a guy has someone, does his other girl friends seem nonexistent to him?
even if they've known each other for quite some time?
had quite some good times together?
the same thing goes to girls.
we need girl friends, but we need guy friends too.
you know, balance of the nature of some sort. lol

people say : you haven't been in a relationship before, that's why u can say stuff like that.

that sentence has some truth in it.
i know how much i value my friends.
girls, and guys.
friends are like the arteries in your body.
the whole body is not gonna function without them.

God forbid,
if i ever become like that,
i would hate myself to the core.

please slap me hard on the face IF i ever become like that.

it hurts badly.
so badly it sticks to the mind like elephant glue.


April 19, 2010

last night,

after sending my friend back home,
i was driving back,
feeling as though my head was gonna explode,
and somehow my vision was blurred.
HEY i know it's dangerous,
but what can i do?
i had a long day..!

i saw a lorry in front of me. 
i was quite sure that it was not having anything loaded behind.
i saw something move back and forth.

shit kao kao.

am i seeing things?

when i approached the lorry at the traffic light,

mak engko 

a visit to store room

so, i went to visit the 'store room' yesterday,
after quite a long time of persuasion.
well, yeah. lack of entertainment there, but it's the company that matters.
canteek giler glass tu.

and i did some really crazziiee stuff.
that really relieved me from being deprived of craziness.
i drove all the way to this place to get this picture :
hey. bloody spooky u know. hahaha.
my friend was so spooked he almost urinated
(obviously exaggerating)

and and and.
you know, the first thing i saw when i went into the store room is :
cute giler ni.

why lah. the store room has so many cute things.
such as :
and :
u're not camera shy, don't bluff 

my si-beh cantik punya legs in the store room 

i wasn't bored.
i occupied myself with activities.

April 16, 2010

boredom's outcome

imitation. tsk

alligned side by side,
people mistaken the left as the right and grabs it.

"waaaaaaaaaaaaah UHU got mini version already???"
*sees the word Ming Yuen instead of UHU*

note : think. then act.

seriously i hate noob aunties that don't know how to drive sanely.

you know, i have nothing against guys that loves football.
as long as they have nothing against girls that loves shopping. and makeup. and hot guys.


and i came to realise that we always ignore people that were around us FOR THE WHOLE TIME, until they start leaving or we didn't have the chance to talk to them anymore, then we start talking to them.
tsk tsk tsk. humans and their nature.

ok all of the above are irrelevant.

here's the jist.

today me CHO and me were supposed to go see our CF teacher advisor at 8.50am.
some sort of a meeting to discuss i dunno what.
when i looked at my watch, it was 9.15am.
i jumped up my chair so suddenly that my MUET teacher stared at me.
then i said i gotta go see a teacher cos she wanna see me.
and i went to CHO's class to call her out (and she was paranoid that Mr.Wong will bosong cos she went out during his period. i reassured her that if we're of the same surname, he will not bosong us. and he did not )
then we started walking to the teacher's room,
and when we were approaching the door, CHO said the meeting is probably over by then.
and i thought for awhile. ya hor.
then i said "then, let's go back to our class lah."
and we went back.

April 15, 2010


Love can touch us one time, and last for a lifetime.
This video brought me close to tears everytime i view it.
I believe such love only exist in MTV and soap operas.
But still, fuiyoh.

fwJL facts #9

1. My bladder can sense my maths teacher. cun right.

2. I really beh tahan people that take other vehicles for granted and do not turn on their vehicle's signals.

3. Ice creams = paracetamol. Works for me.

4. I used to have a life. Now that i'm in solitude, i'm so plain and boring. And i think i'm a mild facebook addict. Ewww.

5. Believe it or not i don't fancy air-cond. Unless there is an absolute need, like these few days. Scorching heat. Beh tahan.

6. Small things really bother me big time. Annoying gila.

7. I hate Calvin Ho En Yao. Aha i got the spelling correct =D

8. When i said i have the best of both worlds, i meant :
I can converse both in Chinese dialects/Mandarin and English. Si-beh proud nehh.
I listen to both Chinese and English songs.
I listen to both oldies and the newest songs on the billboards.

9. I'm still finding for some loopholes to get a tattoo from this :
Ye shall not make any cuttings in your flesh for the dead, nor print any marks upon you: I am the LORD.
Leviticus 19:28

Suggestions, anyone?

10. I should really refrain from internet access. And that will be the laptop and my phone. Siao ah. Maybe i should use the Nokia 3310 for the time being. For academic's sake. Eh cannot lah. So heavy. =.=

April 14, 2010


Is being old synonymous to being emo?

I wasn't like this when i was younger.
I hardly go emo. I hardly had 'one of the nights'.
Now, it's happening like.. i dunno.
cos i just had 'one of the nights' last week, and tonight was another one.
I couldn't bloody hold my pen and do my homework in peace.
I was meddling with my qwerty keypad and listening to stupid songs again and again.
Oh., and when i was listening to the songs, i was reminiscing.
Like, every song i listened to reminded me of someone. Or some situation i was in.
Am not gonna say it out here, am not in the mood to elaborate.

And when i was typing halfway my brother came and peeked at what i was doing, as usual.
He's so annoying. Pffft.
Potong stim dah.

I wanna do something crazy. Something mind-blowing. Something... that will sweep me off MY feet.
- Mind blank -

I need some love. I need lotsa love. No i don't feel like loving now. Loveless.

Am i just finding excuses not to study? Maybe.
Well, that's actually NORMAL, cos i've been bloodily hardworking for the past 4 months!
Ok i wouldn't say really hardworking, but i've put effort.
Maybe not enough for my parents' standard. Bleh.
They demand constant work.
I AM doing constant work. I'm just stupid. And i'm someone that needs a life.
I need to socialise. I need to.... get out of this solitude. I work with people.
I even study better when there are people around.
I don't necessarily need to talk with them, i just need them around.
Yeah i'm exaggerating. Let me be.
My blog. My rant. My feelings.
This sucks

relive the past

During CNY when my gramma was here,
she went through all the old albums we had in store.
You know, when i say old, i meant OLD.
Like, black and white pictures with gerigi at the sides.
And people with glasses the size of half their face.
And when my parents used to be thin

Well, despite that, i found some of my old pictures when i was still cute.
I thought of scanning them up and had them immortalised in the digital world.
And maybe post them up in facebook and tag those that were in it.

Well, as usual, procrastination kicks in.

I had this thinking that it's dangerous to reveal old ugly pictures of friends online.
I still do, actually.
Especially facebook.
Seriously, facebook kills =.=

But i see that nowadays alot of people has albums of their old pictures.
In a way, it's nice, to share old times pictures with them.
Despite how bad we looked a millenium ago.
Still in dilemma whether to post them up or not

btw, can u believe i'm like, almost 2 decades old?
i can tell my friends stuff that happened when we were 9 years old, and say :
"you know, a decade ago...."


April 13, 2010

bing bang boom

a picture (the one and only) of me and my girls during IU. love them to the bits nehh ♥
i went to the horrific joint IU day of the 4 schools.
hey, no offense. i don't hate my fwends in interact.
they're 1 of the main reason i went against myself and attended this thing.
it's the bloody weather.
i'm so clever i wore my kimono top and jeans instead of formal, like how they wanted us to. i would've baked myself in the heat :D
and i'm not a big fan of Interact club to start with, but in 1 way or another, i'm always involved in their functions.
since form 1 till now.
ohmigosh what a loser am i =.=

 my mysterious faithful drebar >.<
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April 12, 2010

Language Barrier

a forwarded e-mail from charissa. LOL-ed!
erm. nothing racist here ok.

About a century or two ago, the Pope decided that all the Chinese had to leave Italy .. Naturally there was a big uproar from the Chinese community. So the Pope made a deal. He would have a religious debate with a member of the Chinese community. If the Chinese win, they could stay. If the Pope wins, the Chinese would leave.
The Chinese realized that they had no other choice. So they picked a middle-aged man named Ah Pek to represent them. 
 Ah Pek asked for one condition to be added to the debate. 'To make it more interesting', he said, 'neither side would be allowed to talk'.
The Pope agreed. The day of the great debate came.
Ah Pek and the Pope sat opposite each other for a full minute. Then the Pope raised his hand and showed three fingers. Ah Pek looked back at him and raised one finger. The Pope waved his fingers in a circle around his head. Ah Pek pointed to the ground at where he sat. The Pope pulled out a loaf and a glass of wine. Ah Pek pull out an apple. 
The Pope stood up and said: 'I give up. This man is too good. The Chinese can stay.'
An hour later, the cardinals were all around the Pope asking him what happened?.
The Pope said, First I held up three fingers to represent the holy trinity. He responded by holding up one finger to remind me that there was still one God common to both our religions.
Then I waved my finger around me to show him that God was all around us. He responded by pointing to the ground and showing that God was also right here with us.
I pulled out the wine and loaf to show that God absolves all sin. He showed me an apple to remind us of the original sin. He had an answer for everything. What could I do???????
Meanwhile, the Chinese community had crowded around Ah Pek. 'What happened?' they asked.
Well, said Ah Pek.  First he indicated to me that all Chinese had 3 days to get out of here. I replied to him f*@k off and not one of us was leaving.
Then he pointed that this whole city would be cleared of Chinese. I showed him that we are staying right here.
Yes, and then???' asked the crowd.
I don't know, said Ah Pek.  He took out his lunch, and I took out mine!!!!!!!

April 7, 2010


Remember when i said Kleenex makes the best tissue ever?
(on my fb status)

i just realised they use 'virgin pulp'
shattered dreams.
gotta change back to Premier already
gotta sacrifice for Mother Nature.
moving on,
i bought a new file 
so prettiieeeeeee
with velcro summore!
so canggih man.
 i dunno what to put in the file yet though.
got caught up in the canggih-ness of it and therefore the impulse buying

the boring 'ol canteen day where i got robbed.
nth to say about the actual event,
but i went ti SL's hse with pim and wj,
on some 'mission'. LOL
i don't get why some ppl are so camera shy.
but they take lotsa pictures on their own >.<
no fair la weii

soo unlike us
sisters forever~!