pictures, no more!

u know,
one more time someone tells me :
"Hey, u look better in real life than ur pictures",

I'M GONNA STOP TAKING PICTURES FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE!!

ok, fine.
to completely stop taking pictures is a little outrageous.
and almost impossible.
but i'll definitely NOT take pictures unnecessarily.
a few pictures during outings to keep as memories is ok.
a few pictures during trips as memories is ok as well.
a picture paints a thousand words, doesn't it?

i know i look fat in pictures.
esp during bad angles [i'm bad at finding angles, don't laugh at me, BHP >.< ]
but do i really suck THAT MUCH in pictures??
i need to slim down to make sure i look good in every angle.
or ..... ??
damn i need to look for an alternative.
or i'll seriously have to slim down.
hey, does learning makeup for body count?

but i do need to slim down.
i almost wanted to say 'after STPM'

funny how we like to put things to the last minute, and never do it, huh?

but i just realised, i'm going all out and gonna have fun to make up for all the lifeless times i have before STPM,
so i gotta look good after STPM.
means i gotta start working out now!!
gosh.
motivation motivation motivation.... *and continues to chant*

oh shit. i gotta say bye to (loads of) cheese, mayonaise, butter, chocolates, sweets, etc.

aaaah my food life is meaningless ALREADY.

maybe i'll start next week.
or the week after holidays, yeah yeah that sounds nice.
or maybe after my trials?
i can put all my time into study + workout that time.
HAHAS. or should i just live with the flabs?